LOVE IS REAL
December 27, 2022
Every morning my prayer is to be a Conduit of the Divine, and then I allow myself total Freedom to Play… Lately the Flow is really happening for writing these posts. So Here I Am.
Last night I had a weird nightmare about cats and dark energies and my sister’s nails scratching me and my finger getting accidentally stuck in someone’s nose… LOL… It was weird. I usually pray for healing, empowering, supportive dreams but may have forgotten last night. Or it could be because I’m on my Moon and spiritually cracked Open, and haven’t done my usual spiritual clearing / protecting with sage lately because I’ve been asked not to at my present living place.
As Life tends to do, my present moment circumstances are echoing into synchronistic resonance with deeper layers of stuff coming up for Healing and Alchemizing in my Life. Writing is really helping me to make sense of it and connect with the Higher / Deeper Grace interlaced in it All.
Noticing what Life is like without sage smoke is helping me to appreciate what a huge positive difference spiritual cleansing tools make in my life. Incense, crystals, Palo Santo, essential oils… I don’t like them because they’re “hippie” or “cool”, they’re Soul survival gear for me. It also allows me to tune into Spirit with more clarity and be able to share my Gifts. I’ve gone through phases of being really extra with it (i.e. constant incense, deluxe salt water baths, saging whenever I feel like it) and was in such a High Vibe, sober, that I felt like I was on MDMA. There is Value in really caring about what I feel and giving myself exceptional Self Care.
And there’s times to be okay with getting messy. Lotuses grow from the mud after all. I’ve learned, especially from traveling (although technically this is traveling too), to Trust the Flow. Sometimes the best we can do is all we can do. Being able to breathe, be present, and shift to perceiving how the coordinates of Reality are actually flowing for my Highest Good, helps the Magic, Spirit, and Miraculous Moments Open Up… Plus I enjoy the thrill of being a Vibe Ninja in challenging situations. I do my Best and then flow in the direction of what feels Better.
Feeling is so fucking important. It’s the Key to Divine Energy for me. I’m amazed at the cultural conditioning I experienced, how much confusion and fear there is around Emotions, Energy, and Spirit. It’s amazing to witness the Spiritual Awakening / Great Love Healing happening… It’s Here for All of Us. I’m a Believer. I Believe in Me. I Believe in You. I Believe in Love…
I Believe in the Spirit of Santa too, although I don’t like the lies around it. Personally I wouldn’t ever lie to kids, who are so vulnerable and Magical. I honestly wonder if part of the spiritual disenchantment I witness in a lot of people may have a connection to believing in Santa and then being disillusioned… This Guy in the Sky who gives us presents if we’re “good”? Kinda sounds like Someone I heard about in Church… Both are SO MUCH MORE than that…
One of the things I Love about that other guy I heard about in Church, Jesus… Is he said that he’s a Divine Child, and actually We All Are. The stories around his Life have an Abundance of Keys and Codes to unlock Heaven on Earth… However, there’s been a lot of harmful manipulation of it, which is why I find it’s beneficial to play with it gently and Receive what Resonates with my Inner Truth. Courageous Authenticity deepens my Ability to Feel It.
Wow I just realized how Badass it is to stand up for Truth like this. My Own Truth. Just a morning writing session and possibly a social media post / blog on my website… Yet Right Now, I feel the Currency of Divine Energy SO STRONG… I feel like Super Mario after eating the mushroom haha. But I’m sober. This is the Power of Prayer, Receiving, Flowing, Allowing…
I’m a Love Leader. I can Own that Now. It’s not a weakness to be Sensitive, to be Feminine, to be Vulnerable, to be Magical… It’s Sacred. Romantic rejection and the pathways of Healing PTSD have weathered me… But I’m Confident that just like when a bone breaks, it becomes stronger… What was my Deepest Wound is evolving into my Greatest Medicine… LOVE.
Wishing you the Best Life Ever,
Cora
