OM SWASTIYASU

I’ve heard that Bali is like a Grandma who will initiate you into your global purpose.

A few years ago, I there was finishing my album Illumination. I also tried my first 5 day water fast, was meeting a lot of people with synchronistically similar experiences, and went to a womb healing workshop.

A perfect storm of triggers. Trauma feelings flowed like a tonne of bricks. I got overwhelmed and had a deep cry panic attack… Mainly because I felt alienated, like it would be too challenging to heal. At one point I found myself on a bridge, seriously considering jumping, for a long time.

Feeling the love of the stars above me, imagining what would happen to my body below me. Eventually I decided to stay. Yet I knew I would have to speak up, to commit to my mission. To alchemize the trauma into medicine and wisdom.

My human self needed to feel and face it. I needed to let it crack me open and for a deeper truer Me to emerge. Here is a new lyric video for the song that flowed through to soothe and integrate the experience… 🙏✨